Текст "Favourite food my fathers"

Tonight I get my all time favourite food, my fathers... Ive got agony about the fact that I cant do proper rice yet, but Im getting there - someone has to follow the tradition forward in cooking persian food, and I think that it will be me. But I enjoy it so much - its a special technique in doing it! So I have to learn it.
Tomorrow were shooting some more things, love it! But I will need more food and things that keep my and all the others moods up. Then its on with all the other thing, meetings, spend time with friends and look forward to a very exciting spring. I cant believe that Im writing this, but in all the things that happens Im still standing, I get up and slowly and carefully learning to live and Im happy - so happy that I can burst into tears (can someone hit me in the head?)... But this is maybe how it feels... Im just in the beginning of it all, of my life...